Lost in this place -
I can break plans
I can break hearts
I can break you
But if I force myself
To look at the truth
I really just break apart
Inside myself

A faltering fool
Burned beyond recognition
Scorched by the flame
Of years spent locked up
Inside my own mind
Inside your own world
An idea of happiness...
just not my own.

So.... Is it such a bad idea to think that I could stop my procrastinating, step up, and start already instead of always saying, "I will" and never following through? Since when did it require an endless supply of time to simply take a moment and connect with the emotions and thoughts inside of you and say something about it. Call it being fed up or call it starving for something more.... maybe today is the day that I can say I started a change in my life that I had hoped would have happened long ago.